and it’s really difficult because all i have to go by is this one youtube video, and she has the chords written but not the timing or how you’re supposed to play them

there’s this one part where you kind of play the notes in the chord in succession (i totally forget the real word for it) and it’s really fast and beautiful but it’s not sounding right with the chords she listed

but the angle the video is taken it’s hard to see what she’s playing

and i’m frustrated

and i’ve realized this is all one ridiculously long sentence

Also this is my first time touching a piano in about a year and it pleases me that I still know how to play it… I’ve actually gotten better at playing since I now know all about music theory and chords and such